Tomorrow is Monday..

Salam,

Tomorrow is Monday...tomorrow i will start my practical..can't wait..but i'm scared a little bit..can i do the works??can i make a good report??can i??*hope i can...just wish me luck..:)

I'm listening to music right now..so i can't write anymore...gtg..write again later..tata...muuahhhxx...love everybody...take care bebeh...


xoxo,
nana @>---

Annoyed!!!! (O___o)

Salam,

Annoyed..annoyed..annoyed..I AM ANNOYED with this person..ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!
I just CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE...what the hell is my fault that i must face this kind of person..HUH!!!!I don't have any idea about what should I do to avoid it because I CANT'T!!arrrgghhhh..HELPPPP..I NEED HELPPPP...I NEED MY BESTIES!!!!AARRRRGGGGHHHH....If u think u r so good..THEN go on with your life without making me feel this way about you..YOU always make me felt like...huuuhhhh...WHATEVER!!!please..please let me feel GOOD about you sometimes...but you never did...soOO....WHATEVER!!i'll just go with the flow..

*Owh my God..why i felt this kind of feeling???i hate it...i hate it so much..BUT i am grateful that GOD gave me a beautiful heart that full with patience and sympathy towards others..so I GUESS u are LUCKY then..

*FYI..i am in bad mood right now..so what i said MAYBE sound like i am proud with my self..but the truth is..i'm not..just wanna give u guys a little bit info about me..hmmmmm...

hmmmmm.....i think i don't want to write anymore..because the more i think..the more i become annoyed..so i better leave.bye2..take care everybody...

xoxo,
nana

I just realize something (6__6)

Salam,

This is only a short post...you guys want to know something???*duhh..like people are reading this right now..hhuh!!

I just realize that most of my posts are about FEELINGS..I was reading my blog and the i saw my posts title..its all about feeling..I WONDER WHY???isn't it suppose to be about my daily life or about other things???mmm..i dunno..but it's ok right??because sometimes i am shy to talk about my feeling to other people face to face..SOMETIMES i am a coward!heee..SOMETIMES ok!!

Ok..ok..i thinks that's all for now..just want to mention about my curiosity..i gtg..i'll write again soon if i have time yeah...need to take my shower..i smell bad after my AMAZING badminton 'tournament' with my sister..:) till we meet again..tata..byeeee...love everybody forever!!!peace no war!! <3 xoxo, nana @>--

GAMESSSSSS..........

Salam,
Game..game.game....that's the only thing I do during my holidays..Ofcourse i do other stuff too like house chores and everything..but game is my 1st priority..hahaha..my brain is tired looking at the same game everyday..i WISH i have a lot of money..so that I can go SHOPPING!!!haha..but what can i do..it's my destiny to just stay home and play games and don't have money..*hello..hello..what the hell i'm talking bout here??i'm confius...aaaaaaaa....i can't think..my brain might explode..aaaaaaa..T_T

i think i'm going out rite now..write again later..daaaa...want to eat..:)

xoxo,
nana

MY HEART :(

Salam,
"I'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU...."

That's one of the lines from a song..I don't know what is the connection here with me..because I AM SOMETHING even though i am without anybody....

BUT MY HEART ALWAYS FEEL....SAD..SAD...SAD...SAD...WHY MY HEART IS SO SAD????I do look HAPPY from the OUTSIDE..BUT inside...I am crying...CRY and CRY and CRY..WHY?????

HHMMM...still no solution for this...just have to go through life as usual..but i am happy though with my FAMILY...huh!!come on heart...we can do it..i believe in u my HEART...we can go through this okay...CHAIYOK..CHAIYOK!!!

I LOVE MY HEART...:')

With lots of love to my heart and u guys..mmuuahhh...
xoxo,
nana

Unpredictable feeling...

Salam,
Lately, my feelings are unpredictable..i don't know what am i thinking actually. but sometimes i felt sad, sometimes happy and sometimes i don't know what i felt..maybe i felt LONELY..but with my friends and everything, i shouldn't felt that way..but WHY??WHY??WHYYYY?????

I think maybe its time for me to have someone 'special' in my life..MAYBE..but i don't know. I will just GO WITH THE FLOW and accepts whatever happens in my life.. I think its good for me to read story books and fill my time with something good to do rather than thinking all this nonsense feelings..hmmm..I am speechless..I hope someone can help me solve my 'heart' problem and get me out of this chaotic feelings inside of me..

I write again soon..need to fill my stomach with something edible and delish...tke care everybody..tata..lots of kisses..mmuahhh..<3

with love,
nana

FINAL exam is coming!!!HELPPPP!!!

Salam,
As I remember, my last post was in September...in Octopus October, I really don't have time to write anything bcoz of the 'busy'ness of me..in OCTOBER...a lot of BEAUTIFUL things had happened to me..especially during my LABOURDAY BIRTHDAY..heee..it was the SWEETEST memory in MY LIFE..My mom suprised me with something that i had ALWAYS NEVER expected..by the way..in OCTOBER, many sweet things happened to me..I don't know how to write this..but it is an UNFORGETABLE MEMORY..I love OCTOBER..today is 1st of November..me and my friends are struggling to do our best in our FINAL DESTINATION EXAM...SO please do WISH us luck and hope we can PASS our final with FLYING COLOURS..

Here I would like to wish to all my frens "GUD LUCK IN EXAM AND WISH U GUYS THE BEST!!" GO DTK3A...:) i love my classmates no matter what evil or good they had done to me..heeee..*i'm a generous person ok..wekk..*please puke NOW!..HAHA...just kidding ok..

I think i gtg now..need to do MORE REVISION until 'THE DAY' is coming..that day will be tomorrow..aaaaaa...SCARY MOVIE...ok2..enough with everything...bye2..take care everybody...love u guys..mmuaahhh..will write again later..tata...

with love,
nana :*

Engagement Day!!!

Salam,

Yesterday, 25th Septrember 2010 was my sister's engagement day..it was an amazing ceremony with a very wonderful theme that is pink..everything in our house was in pink..from the curtains till the flowers and many more..If only I can download the pictures..IT WOULD BE AMAZING..Eventhough its kinda tiring and i had to serve all the guests,its still a memorible day and all of us had a wonderful time together..Its the ONLY time that we could manage to be together and share the wonderful moment together..I think I have nothing to say rite now..I gtg..still got works to do..i'll write again later..;)

FINALLY...I would like to say..

SELAMAT BERTUNANG

to my dearest sister,Nor Izzati and her fiancee, Ahmad Irwan..Wish u guys the best till ur wedding day!!!

Bye2..love everybody..mmuuahhh...

xoxo,
nana

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!

I LOVE U VERY MUCH MUMMY!!!

Happy Birthday to my dearest MOM..I wish u all the BEST in ur life..WISH u will always have GOOD HEALTH..I will TRY my BEST to be the BEST DAUGHTER ON EARTH for our family and FOR U!May God bless you my MOM...LOVE U FOREVER..mmmuuaaahhh...^O^

With love <3
xoxo,
nana

I'm tired! xP

Salam,

I AM TIRED WITH EVERYTHING!!!!!tired to THING THINK of EVERYTHING that is USELESS and RUBBISH and CRAP!!!please don't waste my time!!!owh GOD!!!...tired..tired..tired...

P/S: please think how to fixed urself FIRST BEFORE u judge other people OK!!!..WHATEVERRR!!!...;S

but anyhow...I still love everybody..love all..sleep tight tonite..with heavy rain outside..wWOWW...its gonna be a dreamy nite for me..yeaaahhhh...hehehe..nite2 people..tke care..

xoxo,
nana

HAPPY EID DAY!!! :D

Salam,
First of all...ok2..I know I didn't update my blog for a while..but it is because I was so busy before eid day..I was helping my mum clean the house..been so tired and have no time to write anything in my blog.I couldn't update my blog bcoz I was damn busy...With all the quizes and test before the holiday begun..I was exhausted..huh!!

Now i'm going to start my story by saying that I am HAPPY with eid this year eventhough its kinda dull..daaa..whatever!..hehe..we went to our kampung on Thursday,a day before raya..everthing went well..I helped my grandmother to clean her house before I went to kedah.i was so tired but I LOVE what i'm doing..HELPING PEOPLE..*owh,please don't be so over reacted nana..haha..silly me..

During raya,everything went well too..we took pictures and everything then we slep whole day long..that night I had to go beraya with my family and my grandparents..wow..never thought that I will be bitten by mosquitos that much that night..so damn painful and itchy..huh!!I CURSE u little mosquitos for having my blood without my permission!!!haha..then finally we went home and I watched ghost stories with my cousins and sisters.AWSOME!!!:D

On Sunday,we went home and yada..yada..yada..nothing happen..just be on road with LOTS of car..owh my God..can u imagine I was in that car for 7 hours!!!7 HOURS u know...from KEDAH to IPOH...its was TOTALLY nonsence..but what can I do..its time for people to went home to their HOME SWEET HOME..hehehe..*whatever!!..SO I just slep and slep and slep till we reached home..huh..FINALLY!!..

Ok2..TODAY..I was having loads of fun with my high school friends..LOVE THEM!!!wish to meet again soon and having MORE fun with them..I WISH some of our friends could join too..but what can we do..everybody have their own business to settle...hmm..its ok..one day we can meet again..HOPE so..:D

I think i've write a lot here..I better off rite now..I want to have my shower and I want to watch tv..haaaahaaaa..tke care everybody..Thanks for reading this post..*if there is people who are reading this..:P
and I think its not too late to wish everybody..SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!..bye2..take care..love everyone..mmuuaaahhh...<3

xoxo,
nana

My WISH List..^_^

Salam,

For tonight..suddenly i feel like making a wish list..IF only i can have all this things that i dream..I'll be the HAPPIEST girl in the world..it might be just a dream..but no harm to have a great dream rite??hmm..so..My wish list will START with a...

0) romantic,sweet,handsome...BOYFRIEND..haha..*ridiculous..~i'm
just kidding..
1) lovely PDA
2) beautiful LAPTOP
3) gorgeous BOOTS
4) closet full with MUSLIMAH'S DRESS
5) cute littleROLLER SKATES
6) extraordinary BLACK HONDA CRV
7) amazing DIAMOND RING
8) sweet WRAPPED WITH LOVE PERFUME

**#6&7 are TOTALLY outrages and out of mind..but what can i do..its my WISH too..:P

I want to upload the pictures here to show how PRETTY this list WILL BE with pictures...BUT..I couldn't find the uploader..*i wonder where the hell its hide..

I think that's all for now..I will try my best to make my wish list COME TRUE in real life.. and I will never gives up to reach my GOAL in life and to achieve my dreams and WISHES..

Ok..I have to go now..need to sleep now coz need to wake up early tomorrow..thanks for reading this post..*if there are people who read this..daa..hehe..:)

nite nite everybody..love ya..take care..mmuuaahh..

xoxo,
nana

Happy Day!!!

Salam,
Today was a HAPPY day for me..thank GOD..I love today..everything went well..from the first class till the last class..the MOST happy thing that i felt today was my FRIENDS a.k.a classmates has be back together..they start to talk to each other and be friend as usual.i hope that it will LAST FOREVER!!!

Tonite i have to complete some more works and then i can SLEEP no..no..i can read my books and do revision for my upcoming test..BTW..i hope i will be chosen as one of the model for that boutique..i can't wait for the news..WISH me LUCK everybody..

I think that's all for now..I gtg..got works to do..need to help my mum cook..yeayy..write again later..love everybody...mmuuaaxxx...^_^

xoxo,
nana

What happen to my FEELINGS???:'(

Salam,

Hey all..now i'm listening to my FAVOURITE songs in my pendrive..I LOVE my songs..haha..these songs really gives me strength to face my day everyday...

Lately i feel like kinda WEIRD!!i don't know why..my EMOTIONS and FEELINGS is like not with me..its true that sometimes i do felt happy and sad and many more..but its NOT CONSTANT!!mmm..what the hell is happening to me??*am i going to ***..owh my GOD..i'm SCARED!!but whatever..maybe because of the people around me i guess..

I do LOVE my friends..but I MISS my BESTIES..where are u gurls??i really need u gurls..*will be in tears in no time..huhu..I always wish for a wonderful and better day everyday..I do get what I WISH for..but...sometimes....hmmm..whatever...i'm so lazy to think of something that gonna make me feel annoyed and hate at other people..i DON'T like to HATE people...*as mummy said.."it's not gud to hate other people"..

She's rite..and the feeling when we hate someone is so bad.. so everyday i will say to myself not to hate people eventhough that person make my day become so bad or whatever..i'll try to run away as far as i can..be alone as long as i can as long as i didn't have the "HATE" FEELING toward that person..hmmm...I HATE BEING CRUEL TO PEOPLE...i'm sorry to anybody who felt i'm being cruel or selfish or whatever bad attitude i have in me..i'm SORRY...

Can't u see???my feelings are so weird..*since when u learn to be like this izyana????get rid of ur negativity..come on..u can do it..gain back ur positivity in ur mind and don't let other people ruin ur life..u should CONTROL ur life..NOT OTHER PEOPLE.!!!chaiyok2 nana..I LOVE MYSELF FOREVER..

I think thats all for now..i need to continue stdy..tomorrow got math quiz..yeayyy..please pray for me and wish me to have a great day tomorrow...bye2..love everybody..mmuuaaxxxx...nite2..

xoxo,
nana

Fasting month!!! :>

Salam,
Today is the third day of fasting..i know it almost a while i didn't update my blog..i was so busy and i have no time to write in my blog..ok..let's move on to our story for this few days..hehe..

First of all...i was happy with last few days..why??BECAUSE...
1) Almost everyday I SAW that person..it's not easy to meet that person ok!!:)
but today i didn't get the chance to see that person..hmm..its ok..its not a
BIG MATTER after all..We'll MEET again next week yeah..insyaallah..

2) I manage to settled my assignments and I can do my quizes with
JOY..*ha??JOY??is it an appropriate word to use??:P

3) Ofcourse because its FASTING month..i enjoyed it very much..lets go and perform
our prayer together..wheee..:)

4) Finally because today *Friday, I went back home early..and i already hand in my
assignment..yeay..<3

*I am listening to HITZ.fm rite now..today is a very nice day..coz today aida will breakfast together with me..MISS her..and i WISH nurus could be here..it will be a JOY if we can breakfast together..MISS nurus too..:(

ok2..i gtg..ned to do some chores in this house..will update my blog soon k..bye2..LOVE everybody..

xoxo,
nana

NOT boring at all..^_^

Salam,

Yesterday i forgot to update my blog..i wasn't tired but i on youtube to watched demi's and we the king's video "we'll be a dream"...its cool..i love their new song..then i TOTALLY forgot to update my blog coz i slept rite after i watched the video..hehe..:P

Today was a good day too..not boring at all..today i had an oral test..and my group managed to done our task perfectly..i love it so much..tq gurls for doing it nicely..then i went home with my friend..my evening today was fine..i had fun with my friend..we chat alot and then we went home to our own house..so today is totally NOT BORING AT ALL!!!..love it..:))

I gtg..need to do something..i'll update later for the latest story in my life..bye2..love all..

xoxo,
nana

I'm Sick..:'((

Salam,

Today was a nice day..I was alone after class and i hung up at discussion room ALONE!!its kinda nice..i listened to Hitz.fm..all the songs were making me had a lot of emotions in my mind and heart..i LOVE those emotions..i think i should be alone more often so that i can get more emotions..hehe..*just kidding..sometimes i DO need my friends..

BUT the most terrible thing that i'm facing rite now is cough and sore throath..i can't stand it anymore..i start to sneeze and my nose already having a hard work to breath...I AM SICK..and i am TIRED...owh my..hmmm..wish me to be better soon..or else i'll suffer for a long time..

btw, today i saw someone..i don't know whether i am happy or what...coz i already promise to myself not to be too happy..but i can't controlled myself..i always felt happy when i saw that person..the more i don't want to see that person,the more that person appear infront of me...what should i do???mmmm..anyhow i HAVE to stick with my decision and my promise..hope i can control myself..

just this for now..i gtg..need to rest..no energy to write alot of things..rite again tomorrow..bye..love all..

xoxo,
nana

What a day!!! ( *_*)

Salam,

today i had to woke up early coz my class got replacement class..usually on tuesday we will start at 10.30..but today,we had to attend 8 am class..owh my God..i am so sleepy.i can't evenb woke up this morning..my mum scolded me coz i woke up late..haha..*serve me rite coz sleep late last nite..:P

To make me feel worst...when everyone was there and waiting for the lecturer,suddently our lecturer came and then...se said something that made all of us feel regret woke up early that day..she said.."kelas tangguh"..meaning.our class was cancelled...aaaa..so frustrated with that news..hmmm..then everything became normal as usual..and during recess,i went to discussion room..NOT to STUDY..BUT!!!!to SLEEP..LOL :P *what a bad student am i..hahaha..please dont be like me..daaaa..*i'm a gud gurl ok..hehe..

i went home with my friend..we chatted for a while then we bring back our old memories with our friends..owh..such a wonderful memories..damn funny ok..if only we can publish a book, we might have published a whole dozens of books..*what an imaginary...huh!!ok2..then he went home and i came back into my house and watch tv rite now..awsome..*"epilog syurga cinta"..very nice..LOVE it eventhough its only 2nd episode..

mmm..i gtg..wanna focus on my tv..enough for today..bye2..tke care everybody..love all..

xoxo,
nana

TIRED!!!

Salam,

Today was a very tiring day..aaaaa..i came back home at 6 today..all this because of a meeting held for all class and assistant class wrap..they talk alot and i just can't wait to go home..FINALLY everything was over..haha..THANK GOD!!!today felt little bit weird..i don't know why..mayb its almost time for my P week..hmmm..but i hope tomorrow will be better than today..anyhow..i am so tired..can't write anymore..gtg..byeeee....tke care..

xoxo,
nana

spring cleaning on sunday morning..^__^

Morning...today is sunday. I just done my chores and I had FINALLY successful cleaning my room..*owh thank God..Early in the morning, my mum woke me up and asked me to clean my room..so seems I can't stand the situation of my room,I had to obey my mum's order..hehe..

Before starting cleaning my room,I had my shower and THEN i start to clean my room..it's not that messy, but then i still have to clean my room..after a while,I finished cleaning my room..then i went to the kitchen *which is just in front of my room* to see what my mum is doing there..and i joined her to cut all the tropical fruits that we bought..*mum said we have to cut all coz we don't want it to rotten..
so i joined my mum and while we were doing that,I ate a lot of 'rambutan' and mangosteen..cool..i love tropical fruits..haha.

done everything and i straight away come into my sister room and on my fb..yeeaahhh..and now i am typing something in my blog coz i want to fulfill my idea..rite now I GTG..coz i want to eat..kinda hungry..write again later yeah..take care everybody..love everyone..

xoxo,
nana

New Idea..^__^

hey all..suddently I feel like writing something on my blog..when I was login into my facebook account, suddently I think of something..a new idea that i think might be useful to blog..but then I'm not sure yet wether it will works or not..its kinda crazy but then no harm to try rite???*what the hell i'm thingking rite no??LOL..:P

What i was thinking is I think I would like to write something in my blog everyday..BUT just a SHORT post..(what do you think??)..atleast i manage to update my blog..and it won't be strayed just like before...i think so..i hope i can fulfill this idea..hehe..

BTW, yesterday I went to a mall and I bought 2 pashminas..its damn beautiful but TOTALLY HUGE!!I was thinking,"how am i going to wear this pashmina seems that i only have short hair and can't make a HUGE bun like other people make.." SO i decided to wear it on my body..meaning that not like wrapping my whole body with it..but just put it on my shoulder like this is a very cold country..*daaa...LOL.Xp

So now i think i'm making a new fashion out of me..eventhough its an old fashion actually..hehe..but its ok..atleast now i know what i should do with my pashmina if i'm not wearing it on my head...yeeaaahh..cool..!!!fyi,my pashmina is damn cheap..I LOVE IT!!!..

ok then..GTG..need to help my friends with something..write again later with some more happy,great,amazing and whatever NEWS or EVENT that happen in my life..daaaa..
LOVE everyone..

xoxo,
nana

hahaha...

Salam,

After a while,FINALLY i update my blog..huh~~why??because whenever i feel like write something in my blog,i feel lazy on the spot..*like rite now..i suddently feel like stop typing..hmm..i wonder why..maybe i had stop writing essay since form 5 i guess..WHATEVER!!the important thing rite now is continue typing while i still on9..

actually my title is a laugh coz i totally out of my mind what title i should write.i have no idea at all..but i feel like updated my blog.so fnally i choose to laugh..huh~~whatever..hmmm..rite now i'm listening to HITZ.FM..ok..now i totally don't feel like telling any story..i'll update later..daaa..

xoxo,
nana

Wonderful Holiday...

Salam,

First of all just wanna say that right now I manage to control my emotions..I gain strength from my family and friends..TQ "uolls"(NURUS thought me the word)hehe..

Ok..ok..now I'm going to start my story...(start to feel like an author..daaa):P

At first I thought that I'm going to had a lame and boring holiday coz I will be alone and can't hangout with my friends.But my thoughts was wrong..Actually,I am having a wonderful holiday eventhough my holiday just started last Tuesday..

Exactly after finished my last exam paper, I went to Jaya Jusco a.k.a JJ to meet my friends and hangout and watch movies [shrek ok..it so damn nice and the characters are cute too:)]there supposed to be 6 gurls..but then aida had to cancel the meeting coz her car broke..curse that car (bcoz of u aida can't join us)..it ok aida..we will hangout again later k after nurus came back from her debate..miss her..i miss u guys..lets have sleepover at my house..we do slumber party..haha..hope that can be a reality before al of us start our studies back..

ok..ok..back to the story..I hangout with my gurlfrens and I had a wonderful time..we chit chatting for hour..then we watched movies and laughed together..I never be so happy like this..my TCS's frens are the BEST..love u guys..hope we can hangout again together ok..but next time with the other members of our huge group yeah..I LOVE MY FRIENDS and I am totally gonna miss u guys..This is a wonderful week for me as I manage to hangout with people I like and I enjoyed my day..I wish to all my friends that u guys will have a wonderful days ahead ok..may God bless all of us..I will never forget the happy memories u guys gave me..

Bcoz of my laziness(i don't know how to spell ok..),I thnk i gonna stop here..just want to express my LOVE to u guys..Now i want to go out and have fun with fara..hehe..hope we will have a lot of fun..

P/S: To NURUS AND AIDA..I never forget u guys..uolls are my best friends ever (BFF yeah)..after nurus head back to Ipoh,the three of us hangout together yeah..we do all the things that we can't do together while u guys were not with me yeah..miss u gurls..MMuUUAAHH..

Sekian,wassalam..
xoxo,
nana :D

I AM SO SORRY...:(

Salam,

In life..we all have to make decision right??same goes to me..TODAY I have make a huge decision that I am sure many people will hate it..but anyhow I have to do it..I can't postponed it anymore..I always feel down and feel bad when i have to do the right decision in my life..i seek for people's advices and opinions but at last I still have to make my own decision..I become a COWARD when its almost the time for me to finally really tell the final result of my decision..(ok..time to cry..)..The stress in my head make me crazy and I always make other people involve in my problems..WHY must i make other people involve in my problems???WHY they should feel the stress that i felt??WHY must I make other people suffer with my problems??I always ask myself these question..but I don't have the answer..I really need support from friends and family..I really need opinions and useful advices for my problems..I feel BAD when i hurt someone's heart..they are innocent..but WHY??WHY I have to be so cruel and hurt their feelings??I FEEL SO DAMN BAD!!!I AM A BAD GIRL!!!(seriously)..what I need is someone to UNDERSTAND me..I don't like people to force and what so ever..I like the way I am right now..I don't want to change my self because they want me to..but I don't know whether they understand or not..then at the end..I have to..HAVE TO hurt their feeling for my own sake..or otherwise I am the one who will hurt at the end..I don't want to be hurt anymore cause IT'S HURT...I need time to be alone..and I ONLY need my friends and family..aarrgghh...I AM CONFUSED..what the hell had happen to me??am i crazy??or what??OWH GOD..PLEASE MAKE ME GO THROUGH ALL THE CHALLENGES IN MY LIFE EASILY AND FULL WITH "KEIMANAN" IN MY HEART..and to my dear and lovely friends and family who read this post,please pray for me..pray so that i can move on my life with happy and cheerful life..i am begging..
BTW..my lovely family,u guys help me a lot in making the right decision..and my friends that willing to hear my problems and give me advices,thank you very much..i love u guys a lot..I will try to help u guys if u guys need help ok..just say it and i'll try my best for u guys..
Finally..I want to say I AM SO SORRY to my dear kecik cause I have to leave facy..I really can't go with it..I hope u will enjoy all the camps..I luv u..I will support u from behind..
That's all for today..and i want to sleep cause my brain is so tired to think so many things..I'll write later..
sekian,wassalam..
xoxo,
nana

Today Is Mummy's Day..

Salam,

Today is MUMMY'S DAY..I love my mum so much..she is everythng to me..I wish her all the best in her life and i will never forget what she had done to raise us till now..(can i cry??hehe)..
My mummy's name is Puan Haslinda..she is a very strong person inside and out..she can do many thngs without complaining..i feel so bad coz when i do somethng,i will complain even a little..so i hope i can chnage my attitude and not complaining anymore..
I want to show evryone my mum..but no link to upload photos..(bengong pnya blog..)but i'll find a way to download my mum's photos ok..I am PROUD with my mother..
That's all for today..short post for my LOVELY mother..I LOVE U MUM..MMUUUAHHH..

Sekian,wassalam..
With lots of LOVE,
nana

My journey...

Salam,

It had been a long time since i last wrote my blog..I always wanted to write one but i didn't have the opportunity to do so..and today..i have the chance to do so and i want to write so many things about my chaotic life this few weeks..
I don't know where to start..but my day was sometime cool,bad,good and so on..so many feelings in my heart and my soul(cewahh)haha..i don't know why..lately I feel EMPTY..my heart feels light and nothng for me to thnk about..i am CONFUSED..everybody that I told my problems seems kinda easy to talk..but for me..its very hard to apply..I AM VERY CONFUSED with my heart..I AM clueless..
That is the major probs in my mind rite now..other thngs that i have to thnk about is about my tests and quizes..(ok..rite now i start to be emo alittle bit..)I don't know whether i can maintained my AKJ'S THIS SEM..it's kinda hard coz i feel that my PB will be so bad..all my quizes and tests are not good at all..(waa..so damn sad)..rite now I am on my way to transform..i start to stdy HARD & SMART (its what we all should do ok..not just stdy hard..no2..not good)
ok2..enough with that..now i still have to deal with people that i feel i don't have the aura with me..its hard to communicate with people like this ok..i have to thnk hard how to communicate with this kind of people..i keep wondering about this kind of people..don't they realise that their attitude sometimes make people feel unconfortable??weird..very weird..but becoz i am not a cruel person..i will always be fren with this people..i will take care of their heart and i'll try my best not to heart their feeling..please support me my dear frens and family..i really need ur support..i'm facing a lot of challenges in my life(its what we all should face ok)rite now..i dont want to be down all the time..i hope people would UNDERSTAND me..
sekian..wassalam..

xoxo,
nana

Starting a New Language..

Salam,

Morning everyone..today is the first day that I'm going to start my blog with english version..haha..sound so 'beria' rite??btw..i start to write in english coz it was a request from my fren..He wants me to write in english coz he said that my english is good..is that for real??please ar eric..i'm not that gud..but i'll try my best to write in english k..btw eric is my class monitor and he was the one who wants me to write my blog in english..hope my follower will still follow my blog eventhough i've change my language..

I know as malay people i should write in malay language rite??..but what the harm rite if i change a little bit and write in english rite?rite??rite??(so may rite..crazy already)haha..suddently i feel like so fun writing in english..(stop being over ok!!daaa..)hehe..

Ok2..now i want to tell bout my day yesterday..yesterday i went for a 'public speaking'competition..it's the first round actually..eventhough i used to enter this round last sem,this sem i still fill so damn nervous..at first i had no feeling..then when its my turn to talk...i was horrible..i'm so frustrated with myself..that time i already know that i might not be selected..owh..but its ok..atleast i had try my best..but its very embarassing..next tuesday i have another english competition..owh God..please help my group to pass this test..so scare..i'm not so good in english language..i am wondering how i can be selected by my lecutrer..but whatever it is..I'm thankful to God for giving me this great opportunity to try in all the english language competition..aleast i know what i'm good at..if not for sure i will always think that there is nothing special bout me..(i must think positive no matter what)..hope my family and friends will give full support for me..(owh please don't be so emotional..so over la)haha..

I think its time for me to go..i'll write again later k..wow..my first entry in english..can't believe it..i'll try to improve my english so that people will have fun reading my posts ok..this is just a trial version..haha..ok2..i'll stop mumbling..

Sekian,wassalam..
xoxo,
nana

Dengar lagu raya..

Salam..

hari nie mmg penat..ada kelas ganti plak tb2..dh la petang lak tu.ngantok siot..pas tu pg td kacau org wat wiring..sonok tgk deme wat.maju jaya je..smua litar menjadi ngan baik..tahniah la kwn2..usaha lg k.jgn jd mcm kami nie..main je lebih..wiring apah pn x siap.haha..

Malam nie cadang nk wat autocad..tp ngantok..layan la jap fb..bercomment mcm2 ngan faraa ngan aten..x leh blah ar..lawak pn de gak.hehe..smbil2 tu dgr lagu kt winamp..tb2 bnyk lak lagu raya..rasa best giler plak..x sabar nk tnggu raya.tp mslahnya rpuasa pn blum..aduyai..hehe..x pe ar..hayati je la lagu raya walaupn lmbat agi..biar la suasana tu ada.janji enjoy..hehe..esok ada ceria jke..nk pg la jengok2..so
esok nk bngun awl..so kna la tdo awal..k la..nk blah dh..bye..

sekian,wassalam..
xoxo,
nana

X de mood..

Salam,

Hari nie tb2 rs mcm x de mood..rs nk tdo je..angin bdn pn mcm lain je..(nie la prasaan masa pg td)..nasib kiz agak senang la jgk..kisah silam berulang lagi..tp apa kan daya..trima je la.sp suh ngade2 wat.hehe..bak kata nurus,"it's ok dear..nt leh cbe lg.lain kali jgn wat dh.."ok.mmg x kn wat pn..padah nya mmg besar la kn klu wat lg..mmg x reti nk blajar dr kesilapan.huhu..tp pas kuiz tu,rehat dan sbgnya..pas tu terubat la skit hati nie bl kuiz bi dpt full mark..alhamdulillah..akhirnya..dpt gak full mark.yeay..so pendek kata,hati terubat la..btw, sblm klas bi td org dh discover dh np moddy skit ari nie..rupa2 nya..p*****..(ngade wat star2.gaya org x paham)haha..lpas tu trus call bapak suh ambik sbb nnt konon nya pertandingan menari..rupa2 nya.satu lg citer gmbira..

rupa2 nya,pertandingan ditangguhkan ke minggu dpn..yeay..alhamdulillah lg..pas tu pe ag.dpt la kami balik awal..tp hari nie kesian..ramai kwn yg x shat..demam memanjang smua nye..btw,hope u guys akn sihat2 kmbali k..rajin2 la mkn ubat..jgn dibiarkan melarat.bahaya tau..

k la..malas dh nk tulis..x larat la plak.nnt2 la plak update story.bnyk story..cuma biar je la kat dlm hati.klu tulis dlm blog nie,rsnya smua dh nangis2 x sabar nk tunggu ending..bkn sbb sedih bc story I..tp sedih sbb pnjang sgt tp x lalu nk baca..haha..mlm nie nk stdy math skit..esok ada kuiz..klu org x silap dgr la kn..whatever je la..janji leh buat esok..insyaallah..

sekian,wassalam..
xoxo,
nana

Boring la...

Salam,

Waaaa..boring la sgt ari nie..setelah sekian lam..akhirnya dpt jgak tulis blog nie..

Nk dipendekkan cerita, internet terlalu lemah lembut dan sopan santun bergerak seperti siput sedut..(btw x pnah tgk siput sedut bergerak k)..internet sunguh wat hal lately..sangat la geram..rs mcm nk gigit2 je broadband nie..tp sbb malas nk layan, pas dpt bkak fb kejap,trus je off9 sbb x sanggup nak menahan bara dlm hati menunggu internet meneruskan perjalanananya..haha..(ayt yg digunakan sungguh complicated,berbelit2)..nk tau sbb np ayat sungguh berbelit??sbb org sangat2 KEBORINGAN!!!!

Tlg la bg idea pe nk wat ari nie..nk ceritakan sesuatu nie..beberapa hari yg lpas..saya menjaga kdai..pas tu sy telah berjumpa ngan seseorng nie..sngt la gmbira sbb dpt berbual2 ngan dia..trima kasih la ssb sudi dtg tiap ari teman kan saya..terharu rasanya..ye la sbb umah org tu agk jauh dari kdai..so bila dia sanggup dtg..mmg terharu la kn..penat2 mengharungi kesesakan lalulintas ngan pe'el org ramai kat jln raya tu..tq ye awk..syg awk.(cewah..gatal btul...haha)

Sekarang nie tgh tgk citer cap goh meh (ntah btul ke x eja nye.huhu)citer nie ok la walaupn agk mengarut sikit..mcm lawak je jln citer nye..tp mngkin deme nk pendekkan citer..so jd gini la jln citer nye..haha..x pe la.jnji ada citer nk tgk ptg2 nie..ye ar..nk gi umah nenek x leh plak..sbb ada og tu x bg pnjam kete..ok2..fine.tnggu la..nnt org ada duit..org bli kete sebijik..org naik sorang2..jgn sp pn naik..hnya mak ngan bpk ngan kwn2 je leh..yg 2 org lagi tu akn i kedekut skit..haha..padan muka..wawaawwaaaa..(jahat giler bnyi nye)haha..x la..klu kita ada kete sndiri..saya akn bagi smua org naik..x kre sp..kecuali org yg kt x knal la..mmg x leh la nk kasi naik kan..klu x nnt hbis la kete saya.hehe..

Sekarang citer cap goh meh nie nk hbis dh..dgn dukacitanya saya maklumkan..citer nie agk sdh la jgk di pengakhirannya..so pengajaran yg bleh didapati..jgn la terjun dlm laut ngan pakaian pengatin..klu x..akhirnya insyaallah x naik ke darat dh..(mcm x masuk akal je)..kahkha..sbb ada yg siap kawen dlm kolam lg..ntah la..pe yg saya merepek ptg2 nie..hmm..lupa kan je la..maaf la klu dh pening kpala..klu pning x yah bc dh..nie la padah nya bl x tau nk wat pe..nk menaip je..huhu..

K la..sy nk mencari keje jap..drpd sy meleret2 tulis ngarut2 lg,baik saya undur kan diri..nnt klu internet dh laju mcm helang..saya updatekan blog lagi k..lgpn sp sgt nk follow blog yg boring lagi x ceria nie kn..so..gtg..bye..jmpa lg..insyaallah..

Sekian,wassalam
xoxo,
nana

Serius takut..

Salam,

Ok fine..gmbar kat atas nie mmg x de kna mengena lngsng ngan pe yg tgh dibicarakan..tp sj je nk buh sbb mcm terberia sikit..haha..

hari nie mmg hari yang x tau nk cakap la mcm mn kn..nk kata ok mcm x ok..nk kata huru-hara,x la plak..ntah la..hmm..
Ok la..hari nie sbnarnya kna antar assignment english..tp mslahnya,group saya x siap lagi.sbb kami pnya 'conversation' tersangat la pnjang..group lain dlm 5 min he..tp kami pnya smpai 18 min..my group member x kan leh ar nk wat sorang2..so ktorg nk wat sm2..tp smpat wat separuh je..saya dh cuak la sbb x dpt nk siapkan.dh la miss x bg hntar esok..so..penyudahnya,time kelas english ktorg hntar je scrip yg separuh siap tu..bak kata miss,klu scrip mcm tu..mcm tu gak la markah ktorg..aduyai..sungguh kecewa saya dgr berita tu..punah hancur habis hati ini..(poyo giler..padahal bkn bsar mn pn)..haha..

Ok2..tu satu citer..ptg plak ktorg ada rehearsal tuk pertandingan nnt dlm kelab kebudayaan..waahh..sgt la malu td..apa la nk jd ngan kami..berlatih mcm PRO giler.bl wat rehearsal td..TUNGGANG TERBALIK habis langkah2 kami..terutamanya MY step la kn.malu tahap M tul..mmg kna polish lg..(nk gelek punggung pn malu..mcm mn la nkjd penari nie??)ish2..haha..sorry Puva td I x buat elok2..pertandingan nnt I promise an buat elok2 ye..:)

Ha..tu la citer nya ari nie..so..skrang nk out dulu..nk gi bc buku..sgt la TAKUT sbb esok ada quiz n test..nk gi membaca skit.hehe...wish me luck pd sesiapa yg membaca ye..

sekian,wassalam
xoxo
nana

Penat...

Salam,
hari nie mmg hari yang penat.Walaupun kelas x bape nak bnyak..tp penat tu terasa bila dh start menari.haha..hari ni ada latihan menari..puva text sy pas tu bgtau pukul 5.30 ada latihan..waaa..sgt la malas.tp ok la..lagipun esok ada rehearsal..so kna la keje keras skit.haha..

sekarang tgh tgk Ghost Whisperer..sgt la seronok sbb minggu lepas dh miss satu episo..so mnggu nie x mau ar lepaskan lg kn..kna tgk gak walaupn ngantok tahap M..huhu..

ok la..nk fokus kat tv nie.nnt sy update lg itu pn kalau ada yg follow la kn..(perasan btul mcm ada je yg nk follow).haha..

Sekian, wassalam..
xoxo
nana

Wiring..

Salam..

Hari ini ada wiring lagi!!!adoyai..pening2..tp nasib bleh buat..tp dgn bantuan imran la kn..terima kasih ye imran..nnt kt belanja kau mkn2 ke mnum2 ke..hehe.. tp sebelum wiring td, saya gi mkn Mcd ngan eric ngan foo..best gak dpt hangout ngan diorg..bkn slalu dpt hangout ngan diorg.hehe..

Tapi yang x bleh blah dlm tgh pening2 wat wiring tu, sempat lagi ktorg posing tuk bergambar.haha..caya la camerawoman ktorg iaitu cik Wafa..hehe.nk upload gmbar dlm nie x leh plak sbb x de tmpat tuk upload..mn hilang ntah. so just tgk wat kenangan peribadi je la.hehe..

Malam nie nk pg berlatih menari..Owh my God..penat nya..bnyk betul agenda..esok dh la ada taklimat pg pukul 8..padahal kelas pkul 12.30 bru start sbb kelas TM batal..hehe..yeay.atleast ada ms terluang sikit..

k la..nk gi mndi la..nk gi menari jap ag..pe2 cerita akan diupdate nnt ye..
sekian, wassalam..
xoxo
nana

Sabtu yang gembira..

Salam..

Semalam mmg hari yang best..First sekali sebab kakak bagi pinjam kereta..satu ari guna kete..bukan senang tau nk dpt pnjam kete dia..

Lepas tu dapat hangout ngan kwn2 kat Gunung Lang..then ktorg gi makan..ssh sangat nk dpt wat mcm nie sbb saya nie jarang dapat kuar mcm nie sbb x de kete pn..so I really had fun yesterday..hope that someday i will manage to do something like this again..

Pagi semlm tengok wayang citer Book Of Eli..agak boleh tahan la..but kinda boring..so pengajaran nya..tunggu la untuk tengok Alice In Wonderland 11 March nnt.haha.

Finally, balik pukul 8.15 mlm ngan hati yang puas sbb x pnah buat bnda2 mcm nie ngan kwn2..ktorg tngkap gmbar bnyk sgt mcm model je.haha..nnt akan diupload kat dlm facebook..insyaallah kalau rajin.hehe..pendek kata, I really enjoy myself..harap2 kwn2 pn mcm tu gak..

sekarang rasa nk mndi ar.melekit dh badan nie.nnt saya update lagi blog nie k..

sekian,wassalam..
xoxo
nana

Esok Sabtu...

Salam..

Pertama sekali..yeay,hari ini cuti sbb Maulidur Rasul.

Kedua, alahamdulillah akhirnya dpt gak bukak blog sbb dh lm plak x menulis..bz la lately..nk menulis blog tak kesampaian sbb nk menulis assgnmnt lg penting dr blog ni.hehe..

Ketiga..minggu nie mmg minggu yang mencabar keimanan betul..tmbah2 semalam iaitu hari khamis..tension btul..tension sbb lecturer lab sungguh x prihatin terhadap studentnya yg naif lg x bersalah..ada ke patut dia ajar wat wiring kat whiteboard je..x tnjuk contoh secara LIVE pn..ENCIK...kami ni student yang x reti pe2 pasal wiring..yg gi ajar kat whiteboard je tu pasal apa..mcm mn nk pasang secara praktical nya???KAMI X RETI LA ENCIK LAB..(tgh geram nie..)ish2..x patut btul..dh la tnggalkan kami terkapai2 begitu sja.bl dia dtg nk check,kami masih lg terpinga2 mcm mn nk pasang..pas tu dia marah kami semua..kami x patut dimarahi..walaupn kami faham apa yg encik smpaikan..tp kami TAK RETI nk PASANG OK..i repeat..X RETI..dh la da whole week kakak asyik ambik kete je..menambahkan lagi kepanasan di hati bercmpur kepanasan bumi ipoh yg membuak2..huh..this week was like a havoc..(ntah la eja btul ke tak..hentam je)haha..

Akhirnya...jumaat dapat cuti..bangun lambat..yeay..dpt rehat extra..tp assgnmnt belambak..waaa..:(
Tp tak pe..biasa la..nm pn stdy kan..so kna la alam smua nie..ok2..tabah ye..lm2 ok la tu..hehe..Final nya..esok nk kuar jln2..jmpa seseorg..yeay..x sabarnya..
k la..nk gi tdo.esok nk bngun awl..nk jmpa org.haha..nnt snang2 saya update la blog nie lg..bnyk bnda yang nk diceritakan..

sekian,wassalam..
xoxo,
nana

Finally...

Salam,

Lama dh tak bukak blog nie..biasa la...buzy la katakan.hehe..hari jumaat lepas dh mula kem polibriged.penat giler jadi fasilitator..tp best ar gak.tp ada gak kna marah ngan fasi senior sbb ktorg mcm wat keje x btul..tp x pe..x kan ktorg ulang balik perkara2 mcm tu.hehe..hari nie best la..bnyk bnda2 positif..mula2 pg dpt jmpa seseorg..gembira dpt jmpa.pas tu kat poly pn semua ok je ari nie..mula2 rs mcm nk malas ngan kelas bi..pas tu tgk2 td miss tu dh ok..mmg sronok la kelas hari nie..td sebelum balik poly,fikah blanja mkn..ktorg hangout ngan iza,ummu,paan ngan mirul..best giler nyakat mirul ngan iza..haha..pendek kata.FINALLY dapat jugak saya merasa satu hari yang sangat best..

tu saja la stakat nie..
Wassalam..

Ada perubahan..

Salam,

Hari ni agak menggembirakan hati..pg2 lg my bf dh bg wish yg berbnyi.."yang,have a nice day..snyum k.:)"(ada smiley lg)hehe..tq very much..nasib hari ini agak best.tp ada gak part yg tak best..Aduyai..kuiz TM kantoi ar..ada soalan yang tak reti nak jawab..hope puan bleh bagi belas kasihan la.huhu..biasa la..baru first time kuiz.mesti la dpt sikit dulu.nnt lama2 pndai la tu kn..btul x??harap-harap gitu la..

Ok la..pagi tadi mmg diam je la ms dlm kereta..masih x de feeling yg happy nk pg poly.(tp kna pg gak..ingatkan nk wat2 sakit.haha..jahat nya)..pas tu sembang2 la ngan bapak..ari nie bapak antar..yeay..x la penat sgt nk kna drve gi poly..klu x msti lg hilang mood..pas dh sampai poly,saya pun terus la melangkah ke kelas..
tp..np mcm lengang je kawasan tu??nk kata awl sgt tak la pulalk..ok2..tenang dulu mayb diorg x smpai lg..ataupn ntah2 kelas batal..dengan segera,saya pn text la faten..begini bnyi nya.."faten,ada te x ari nie??"
tnggu punya tunggu tiada balasan.."owh,mngkin bawa motor la tu..xpe2..tnggu je la.."
pas tu dh lama tu baru la nmpak kelibat rakan2 seperjuangan yang lain..baru nk dtg..rupa-rupanya saya yang dtg awl terlebih.haha..

Lepas dh habis kelas smua..time rehat pukul 10-11.30 pagi..time tu mcm msih diam lagi..mcm x de mood nk ckp bnyak..tp smua tu dh beransur pulih lepas kuar lepak ngan kwn2 kelas..fikah,faten dan paan..bila smbang2 kat restoran,ok ar..my mood dh mula boost up..tp time yg paling bagi saya ada mood ialah bila time lab tadi.haha..kwn2 mmg lawak ar..gelak mcm nk pecah perut..btw.(SORRY quek..sbb asyik hantar kau pnya report je..)..rasa bersalah sgt2..sorry ye quek..x wat dh..esok hantar report kita plak ye..sayang quek..hehe..sbb sudi melayan perangai kita yang pelik nie..

petang pun datang dengan hujan yang lebat..tersangat lebat..bila dh hbis lab..bdk2 laki lab saya x leh balik..hujan llebat..(sian ye.)hehe..dlm ms tu,sempat plak diorg menyakat2 dan mengenakan quek..sian quek kna buli ngan bdk laki.haha..korang nie x baik tau wat quek mcm tu..dia pn ada hati dan perasaan macam korang jugak..menyakat sikit2 sudah la.hhuhu..(menyibuk je saya nie..suka hati diorg la)haha..

pas tu dh penat2 gelak2 mcm nk cramp perut,elok la hujan pn dah reda sikit..smua pn melangkah kaki untuk pergi ke motor masing2 dan nak pulang ke home sweet home..dan time tu gak la..elok2 bapak sampai tuk ambik ktorg..btw,quek ngan ummu tumpang ari nie..bpk mntak ummu seringgit,quek 2 ringgit..haha..bapak wat lawak je..nnt diorg x mau tumpang dah baru tau.huhu..pas dh hntar diorg balik,saya pn berangkat pulang..time tu hatti mmg tenang je..so yang buat saya ceria hari nie ialah kawan2 lab kita...love u all..
haaa..tu je la tuk hari ini..nak kena pg beli baju nie..esok nk pg CAMPING..aduyai..wuu...hahaha..
sehingga berjumpa lagi(cewah..mcm dlm tv la plak)..akn saya update blog ini..
Sekian,wassalam..

Luahan Perasaan yg terbuku di hati...

Salam..

Malam ni dah saya keluarkan semua emosi yang ada kat dalam hati..rasa puas sangat.
Dah nangis2 kat mak..dh citer kat kk and paling pnting dh citer kat my bf..mmg terasa ringan btul hati dan kepala otak..terima kasih la pada semua yang memberi nasihat..terutama my bf yang mengeluarkan kata-kata seperti..

"Makcik,kau msti jd garang skit..jgn jd gadis melayu terakhir.."(jap2..bila plak saya nie gadis melayu terakhir.mcm x je.haha)..then katanya lagi.."jgn bg org pijak kepala..garang skit...RRAAGGHH.."(ni la bunyi kalau bf saya nie marah.haha..comel je.tb2 terbayang singa.haha)

Bakal abg ipar plak berkata.."jgn jadi api..jd la air..sbb api lawan ngan api lagi parah nnt.."(ok2..saya mengaku saya mmg slama nie air..kdang2 je api..dan saya pn x ingin nak main ngan api..bahaya tu.hehe)

Akhir kata..garang ke..air ke..api ke..yg pasti I'll try my best to improve myself all the time..thank you so much for all the advices..I really appreciate it..love you guys..

k la..nk tdo daa..esok ada kuiz TM.waa..takut woo..huhu..slamat malam..sweet dreams..jgn lupa bc doa tdo ye!!..

p/s: bf tu is my BEST FRIEND k..NOT boyfriend..hehe..(poyo je.gaya mcm ada org
kisah..aduyai..)

Sekian,wassalam..

Hari yang penuh dugaan dan cabaran..

Salam..

Huiyo..x ku sangka..dh hari kedua nk tulis blog..cewah..(berianya).haha..Hari ini memang sangat-sangat menyedihkan hati..(perasaan lg.ish2)..dari pagi mcm dah x ada mood.x tau la knp.tp rasa mcm nk nangis pn ada..cuba la bayangkan..my motto adalah utk start a new day with fresh mind..tp lately mcm susah sgt.selalu terbawa-bawa perasaan sampai esok hari..heran la..(mungkin ion positif dlm badan dh hilang kot)..mcm nie citer nya..

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kuar umah ngan mak..
dlm kereta sembang-sembang ngan mak..sembang punya sembang,tiba-tiba keluar la pasal bab-bab perasaan nie..dengan tiba-tiba lagi hati nie jadi sebak..pas tu..bertakung la air mata di dlm mata..(ofcourse la..x kan hidung plak kan..)air mata nie bertakung je..sbb kalau jatuh kat pipi,hilang la bedak..dh la nk pg poly.nnt ada straight line je kat pipi sbb air mata lalu.haha..(sempat lg pikir benda tu)..
dh luahkan semua perasaan kat mak..
mak pn ckp.."ala,x pe..kamu kena jugak luahkan perasaan..kalau simpan sorang-sorang tu yang jadi pressure.."
dengan hati yang dh agak tenang sbb dh luahkan perasaan,akhirnya sampai la kat ofis mak pkul 7.30..

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sekarang tiba la masa nk gerak ke poly..(padahal 7.30,faten dh tunggu kat masjid nk tumpangkan baju dia kat dalam kete)tp baru nk bertolak..hehe..sorry faten..
okay2..back to the story..
saya pn drive la mcm dlm tokyo drift tu..(poyo je..huhu)x la..saya baru P k..saya pemandu berhemah..x de la drift2 nie..ok..drive pnya drive smbil layan perasaan dgr lagu kat Hitz.fm akhirnya dh nk dekat sampai la poly..rasa tenang la lagi sbb dh nk smpai.jam dh pukul 7.45.."xpe2..smpat lagi nk jln kaki jap lagi.."dgn hati yg agk tenang dan bangga ngan kona lap tu....

TIBA-TIBA..

PPPRRREEETTT...ada pakcik guard tiup wisel tahan kete saya..dlm otak tgh fikir ar kan.."eh..sejak bila masjid nie ada guard???"keliru sgt2..lain la kalau dlm poly tu kan..logik la gak..bila ditanya rupa-rupanya x bleh parking dlm masjid..sbb???sbb ada pe ntah pakcik tu ckp..lupa plak..ok2..hati dh mula cuak..where the heck saya nk parking??nk masuk poly x berani..(student yg baik ye..x langgar rules..hehe)..then dgn kecuakan kat dalam hati,trus pikir mn nk parking kete..jam dh pkul 7.54..kelas pukul 8.00...NICE..time2 mcm nie la korang x mau bagi saya parking..fine..pas tu ngan hati yang rasa mcm nk nangis deras mcm air terjun tu,trus pikir..parking kat umah sewa iza la.tp jauh gile.mmg x smpat la kan nk masuk 1st class..aduyai..bercampur baur perasaan..
tanpa rasa ragu-ragu,trus je pg umah sewa iza.parking la dpn tu..time kasih uncle umah tu sbb x marah saya parking dpn umah..x buat dh lain kali.huhu..pas tu dgn penuh tenaga..mula la perjalanan yg jauh utk ke poly..smbil jln smpat lg tipon mak..

SAYA:"makkkk..x leh parking kat masjid.."(air mata bertakung lagi..tp x jatuh k..)
MAK:"laaa..hbis tu kamu parking mn??"
SAYA:"kat umah sewa kwn..jauh..nie tgh jln..geram tul diorg nie nk wat pe ntah kat
masjid tu"
MAK:"xpe2..jln je..kamu masuk kelas tau..jgn x masuk"
SAYA"ee..x mau la..lmbat dh..8.10 dh.nnt puan marah"
MAK:"x pe..masuk je..masuk tau"
SAYA:"eemm..ok..(tp dlm hati insyaallah)huhu"

dgn penat lelah melintas jalan dan sebagainya..smpai la kt jabatan saya yang berada di ceruk alam di dalam kampus tu..text kwn.."weh,puan ok x??nk masuk bleh x?"
kwn reply.."jgn masuk..puan x ok"..dgn penuh serba salah..saya pn..saya pn..X MASUK KELAS..(x de pe nk dibanggakan k)..rasa mcm bersalah gile x masuk kelas..waa..never in my life ponteng kelas unless btul2 sakit..

p/s:sorry mak..nana x bleh masuk kelas..takut la puan tu marah...dh la lambat sgt2
dh pukul 8.15pg tau bila smpai sn..mmg sure kena kaw2 ngan puan pnya la..nana x
kan buat dah k..my PROMISE..nana x kan ponteng kelas lagi selagi nana mampu nk
masuk kelas..

KESIMPULANNYA...lepas puan kuar..saya pn masuk ngan muka yg slumber and trus start
kuiz agama..tu je la..ada bnyk citer lagi tuk hari nie..tp..x larat nk tulis dh.nnt org x larat nk baca..(eleh..gaya mcm ada je yg nk baca blog nie..ceh..huhu)
Sekian,wassalam..

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Salam,

Waahh..x sangka dh advance dh diri ini..tb2 lahir plak satu blog dari satu makhluk yg tak pernah suka pada blog..haha..selalunya mcm malas sgt nk wat blog sbb nk kena tulis pnjang2dan buang masa.tp tb2 hari ini TERAJIN la pulak nk wat blog sbb mcm sronok je nk tulis2 dan meluahkan perasaan yg terbuku dlm hati ni.

Banyak sgt perasaan yg ada dlm hati ni..Hari ni selasa 2/2/10 lahir la satu blog yang dicipta oleh saya sbb terasa mcm nk..mcm nk..ntah la mcm nk pe..mcm x leh diungkapkan dgn kata2..x faham kenapa hari ini rasa mcm SUSAH sgt nk control emotions nie..(bkn emotion cinta ke pe k..)haha..just emotion ttg bnyk perkara..AAARRGGHH..penat nya fikir pasal emotion nie..malas la nk fikir..but emotions nie mcm x mau hilang dari dlm diri nie..apa masalah saya sebenarnya??I can't discover what the heck is wrong with me today..hmm..ntah la..harap2 tomorrow will be a better day for me..

btw,
saya masih baru dan tolong la beri tunjuk ajar tentang penggunaan blog dgn lebih baik ye..