Big Bang!

Tonight by Big Bang..that's the song i'm listening now..its energetic..i love it..the beat,the rhythm and the group itself is very attractive..waahh.muahh..hehe..

btw that's not what i want to say..i want to write this because of something..i start to feel that this person is start to change..i know people do change..but i just don't admire the way this person change..i feel lonely..i'm sad..it's little bit different compared to what we used to have last time..TOTAL DIFFERENT..I HOPE u will change back like the normal times we used to have..i always pray and pray..never stop praying for u..i don't mind if u want to change but just don't make me feel like this..everyday i try to hold myself up..i always think positive so that i can try to live my own life without u..coz u've change...i just don't want to be a troublesome to u anymore..as long as u r happy,i'll be happy for u too..thanks for being a gud friend to me..love u..i will always care for u..i'll always be here if u need me..

huh...now feel little bit better after wrote this thing..i'll write again if i don't feel right..<3 with love... @>---

Happy mother's day!!! I LOVE U MOM...

Salam,

THIS IS MY MUM


HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

I just wanna say thanks a lot for being the coolest mom ever...thanks for everything u had done make us grow healthy and with full of love and everything..i appreciate it..love u so much...

wish u all the best..may God bless u and hope i can repay what u had done to use..thank you mum..muuaahh..love u..

with lots of love,
nana @>----

Lonely..i am miss lonely...:'(

Salam,

Actually there is no reason why i should feel lonely..bcoz i have all these amazing friends and best friend..but sometimes i feel like i need someone 'SPECIAL'...i wonder whose that special one..hmm..i am so sad..my heart starts to feel the emptiness back.. "ur just to good to be true..can't take my eyes off u..."i love this lyric..hehe..its kinda sweet..bluueekk...:P

Ok fine...i don't say that i am desperate for someone 'special'..but i just feel like i need one..but i just go with the flow..i want to chill and have a happy life with my frens..i will try to bare with my loneliness..*please pray for me..i don't know why..but i just can't stop listen to sad and love song..when i listen to those songs,i make my heart feel so damn lonely...aaaaaaa...WHAT SHOULD I DO???I AM SO OUT IF MY MIND..uurrggghhh!!!!...the more i grow older,the harder for me to control my mind..maybe i am growing older,that is why i need someone special..hmm..i don't know..i just guess it...OWH GOD..help me..

I hope I got full support from all of my friends and i hope u guys understand me..i need u guys..even though i know i am not important to u guys..i know u guys has someone more important in ur life...just enjoy ur life ok..just don't bother about me if u guys feels like i'm making trouble for u guys...i will always pray the best for my dearest friends..:) tq..muaahh..with lots of love to everybody..tata..

with love,
nana @>----

My Best Friend gift....

Salam,

Finally I manage to meet my best friend,AIDA last friday...i missed her a lot..one of our trios was not there that is NURUS..so we just met at my house and hangout in my room and do 'GIRLS TALK'..:P

We gossiped about a lot of things and then she gave me this......
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TARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.....

she gave me this beautiful bracelet..i love it..i love bracelet...especially when someone give me,i'll be more appreciate of that thing...haha...
thanks my friend for this beautiful bracelet..i love it so much...

thanks for the bracelet again.muaahhh...

xoxo,
nana @>----

PC FAIR 2011 ( 4-6 MARCH)

Salam,

Ok u guys...this is my first time participating in PC Fair..last time I used to be the one who visiting this fair..but now i'm participating in it...haha..i just CAN'T BELIEVE IT...it's kinda amazing and i'm having a lot of fun there with all my co-workers..:) P/S: I LOVE U GUYS...S now i'm not going to write much..just enjoy the memory and moments i shot last week..

that is me at my booth...now let's just enjoy the rest of the photos..

ok...this guy up here is my "abang angkat"...can u guys imaging that i have a chinese foster brother...for me..it is COOL!!!..:)

this is me with a picture that i "adore" so much during PC Fair...hehe..

the picture above is the last day we were at the fair..it's time for cleaning and packing.....

ok..that's all..i want to put more pictures..but then it's going to be a long time..so i am LAZY to wait..i think this is more than enough..hehe..ok..thanks for reading this..adios...love u guys..mmuaaahhh...^_^

xoxo,
nana @>---

I am number 4....^_^

Salam,

Ok..to start off..today is my OFFDAY ok..so as usual,I will never stayed home as i will go to my grandma's house,go shopping mall alone etc..But today...i got a lot of activities..first early in the morning, i went to the bank to pay bla bla blaa...then i went to the bakery shop and bought a lots of things..because i want to make brownies..nyum2...i love brownies..its very delicious..so i'm gonna learn from my mum how to make one..:)

After all the shopping things..i went to watch movie with my friend..we watched "I AM NUMBER 4"...For me this movie was A.M.A.Z.I.N.G...it's feels that seems awhile that i didn't watched an amazing story after the Twilight Saga..Ofcourse there were amazing stories..it just that,i don't have time to watch it..so this is the first movie that i watched with full of attention..hehe..


BTW, the lead actor and actress was PRETTY..the actor John a.k.a NUMBER 4 (Alex Pettyfer) is so handsome and talented..And the actress Sarah whose playing Quinn Fabray in GLEE (Dianna Agron) is so sweet..i love to look at her.. So u guys just go and watch this movie and u guys will be thrilled...and u guys won't regret watching this movie..*I hope so...:)

then i went to pick up my mom and my dad...and lastly, i went home with a satisfaction feeling..heeee..i gtg...will write again soon..so bye2..take care everybody...muaahh..loves all..

xoxo,
nana

I love rings

Salam,

U guys wanna know something??***i just can't sleep and keep on wanting to write something in my blog..huh!tomorrow i'm working ok.so i should be sleeping rite now..owh God..

Actually i just want to say that i really INTO RINGS...I have a whole bunch of RINGS COLLECTION in my ring box...FYI..I like ALL kind of pretty and gorgeous rings..for example :-

MORE example :-

Other than that...I also like all kind of CUTE rings such as :-

BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY....I like COUPLE RINGS..I don't know why.but somehow i feel its kinda cute when 2 people wearing the same ring to show that they are together..
*MY OPINION ITS CUTE OK!...hehee...what u guys think is ur own opinion..:D

This is some of the rings that i kinda LIKE...KINDA..

and FINALLY..taraaa...introducing...MR. and Miss Kitty...heee.so CUTE!!!

so that's all for tonight..i REALLY HAVE TO GO...GO TO SLEEP...*I mean it rite now..hehee...bye2 everybody..gud night..muaahhhhh....

xoxo,
nana @>---

Love like woe...~part 2

just enjoy the song...<3

Love like woe....~part 1

Salam,

LOVE IS LIKE WOE...hmmmm...I confuse...why must I be so confuse for something that i shouldn't think about???

Actually I think i'm in love...but I'm confuse...the BIG question here is.." WITH WHOM??"

hmm...I have a few WONDERFUL friends..that what makes my heart so confused...I feel scared when i think about it...

Can I NOT THINK about LOVE???*but I CAN'T cause I really feels that i'm in love..hmmm...

P/S: Guys,please pray for me so that I can make the right decision..because all of them are so nice to me...I don't want to hurts people's heart anymore...

So just enjoy the song AT MY NEXT POST..and I'll pray for myself either...:')
thanks for everthing my dearest friends...I LOVE UOLLS..

I gtg now..suddenly feels sleepy..have a nice weekend my friends..muuaaahh...

xoxo,
nana @>----

OMG!OMG!OMG!

Salam,

OMG...i just can't believe it..u guys wanna know something??when i was eating, my dad suddenly commented at me.."Nana,u look kinda big...ur face pun semakin debab tembam.."

And I was like...OMG!!i can't believe that my dad just said that...BECOZ..all this while i think i feel so thin..but actually...I'M FAT!..aaaaa...
*this is an example of what i thought in my mind...hmmm..

After I done my eating and everything, i relaxed for a while and i chatted with my sister in my room...and guess what!!!SHE SAID THE SAME THING ~~~ -__-
"nana,u look gemuk..kamu pnya berat skrang berapa?ce pg timbang"..AND in my mind..OWH MY...I didn't weight myself for a while now.so i decided to go and weight myself........and the result is.........

--------HELP!!!!!-----
my weight had incresed 2kg..


I am so stressed out..I REALLY NEED TO EXERCISE....hmmm...from NOW on...i'll start my diet plan...I WILL..its for my own SAKE~...CHAIYOK2.i can do it..u can do it nana...I LOVE MYSELF..SO I NEED TO CARE ABOUT MY BODY OK!..:)that's the spirit...hehe..

so..that's all for now..continue to the next post...heee..love everybody..muaahh...

xoxo,
nana @>----

With this...I announce that.....

Salam,

At one point at 7 something AM, i almost fell asleep after i done my prayer..then, when i almost want to CLOSE my eyes,suddenly my phone rang..I didn't recognize the number but i need to answer it as i have doubt about that number..so when i answered the call,there was a silent moment..I was wondering..."WHO THE H*** playing with me early in the morning..." BUT then with full of patience and i waited for a while,then there is someone on the line..*it was a GUY ok..

He mentioned my name...and at that moment i knew he must be someone important..he asked where i live etc...Finally he said..."Saya En.Azhar dari Politeknik Ungku Omar akan melawat awk isnin minggu depan.." I was soooooooooo extremely HAPPY but RUMBLE at the same time because:-

i) FINALLY a lecturer called me to visit me..
ii) I don't have to worry anymore about lecturer not coming to my work place..
iii) I must COMPLETE all my reports by THIS WEEK..
iv) I have to prepare myself...that's all...

So,with this I ANNOUNCE THAT MY LECTURER IS COMING TO VISIT ME BY NEXT MONDAY....aaaaaa....wish me luck everybody..i'm nervous..

Wish me luck all..i gtg..got things to do..i'll write again soon..love everyone and have a nice day..muaaxxx..:*

with lots of love,
nana @>---

I am H.U.N.G.R.Y....

Salam,

I am so hungry...rite now what i can only think about is FOOD...lately i'm being crazy about food...I always eat even during doing my WORK!Owh God...

ok fine..i'm putting this 'black pepper chiken chop' because i'm so craving to eat this thing...seems that now i'm hungry,better for me to put something that i'm craving rite??hehehe...

ok..that's all for now..i gtg..i want to eat..tata..till we meet again...love all...mmuaahhxx...

xoxo,
nana @>-----

Valentine

Salam,

As u guys know..today is VALENTINE DAY..no doubt that i'm not celebrating it *bcoz i'm SINGLE...but i still want to write about valentine day to u guys..ACTUALLY it doesn't matter whether we are single or in a relationship..we can still celebrate it..so to all out there..love ur loves one even not on valentine's day ok!!we should always LOVE each other..

*actually i don't know what to write...hahaha..~~shame on me..:P

xoxo,
nana @>---

My wish list

Actually I do have a wish list..In my previous post,i just jot it down..but now want to put pictures with it...maybe my list has a little changes.:)
BUT i'm NOT going to do it rite now.coz I AM DAMN SLEEPY..Z_z
So i'm going to continue my writing tomorrow..see ya..love everybody..muuaxxx...<3 This is one of the item in my list..

xoxo,
nana @>---

I am as HAPPY as a bird flying FREE high in the SKY... ^_^

OK guys...can u see the happy face??it is not an ordinary happy face ok...it is A VERY "HAPPY" HAPPY FACE...U guys wanna know why??because...

1st: I bought a new handphone...JUST a NOKIA handphone...this is IT..taraaaa...

This is exactly like mine...it's PINK!!!..i can't believe that i bought a PINK handphone..but anyhow,it looks COOL..and I LOVE MY NEW HANDPHONE..big kisses and hugs to my mum for sponsored this..I LOVE U A LOT..I LOVE U AS high as a mountain..>3

2nd:I have a wonderful friend..everybody around me always make me happy..when i'm
in many emotions,i'll meet this person..talk to this person..AND now..i have
meet a new friend..thanks to this person..my new friend is very sweet and
kind..*i think so..hehe..

3rd: I don't know why..but i felt LAKI LUCKY...I always thank to
GOD for what GOD had give to me..I really appreciate everything that happen to
me..with all the loving people around me..with all the beautiful things that
happen to me..hmm..I feel grateful..

So to shorten the story here...I AM HAPPY AS A BIRD FLYING FREE HIGH IN THE SKY!!!hehe..I LOVE EVERYBODY K..muuaaaxxx...

xoxo,
nana @>---

Kedah!!

Salam...

Now I at KEDAH..my LOVELY and PEACEFULL village...yeayy..i love my kampung..miss to be here so much..I want to go shopping now..with my sister..yesteday only i bought 5 cute tshirt..i hope i can buy more when i go out now..haha..ok2..gtg..i write again later k..daa..love u eeverybody..mmuahhh...

with lots of love,
nana @>----

HAhaha..

Salam...

Why am I laughing???because my blog can insert image...FINALLY ok!!!last time,I don't know why,my blog can't insert any image...I am so frustrated..But NOW...suddenly the 'link' is here back..I AM SO HAPPY!!!now i can put as much picture as i want to...

Ok..To start my story today,*that is SUNDAY..where I should be working today ACTUALLY...but now i'm not..COZ i got a HOLIDAY!!!hahaha..so whatever..now while writing this,i'm watching LIVE TO DANCE on STAR WORLD...i love to dance..so it's COOL to watch all the creative dancers doing their routines..

I really want to write more..but I AM SO LAZY RIGHT NOW...*huh!always lazy..what the heck..haha..ok fine..i think i'll go now..bye2..take care everybody..love everybody...mmuahhh...<3 with lots of love, nana @>-----

I need the old me BACK!!!

Salam,

hey everybody...if feels so looonnngg that i didn't update my blog..hmmm..I really don't have the time and since my BB is so slow like "GARY", I don't have the feeling to update my blog..haha...I am sure nobody reads my blog anyway..

BTW..I NEED THE OLD ME BACK!!!u wanna know why???because LATELY...I always THINK NEGATIVELY...In my life...i already make a DEAL with myself not to think negative..must ALWAYS THINK POSITIVE...but it seems like not working now a day...i wonder why???hmmm...

Firstly...I feels like i am being betrayed and being taken advantage...not going to mention who...but this person...hmmm..don't want to say anything..just going to pray for that person so that he/she has a nice life ahead...

Secondly...I felt like whatever I do is not working..but actually it works..but my mind said differently..why??why??it must be because i think negative right???aiyaaa...

I need the old me back...who is full with confidence..not feeling scared..can think wisely and can balance my own self...HELLO!!!where are u IZYANA???please start to think POSITIVE AND BE POSITIVE back...its very important in order to leave your life as usual like before...

OK..ok..I will never let people drop me down..I CAN SURVIVE BY MYSELF!!!
To my lovely FRIEND who always be with me all the time..I LOVE U FRIEND..thanks a lot for not leaving me alone and always be there for me and cheer me up...u really help me a lot..i will do the same to you if u need me...i will never forget you..<3 I think after i write this...i felt more energetic and 'SEMANGAT' to move on with life...STOP BEING A COWARD IZYANA..ok???you must never ever be SCARED to something that u are not supposed to get scared of...people make mistake..so do you..so just be calm and balance your inner strength to deal with any kind of situation ok????huh!!u know how to advice people..so u should know how to advice yourself too... P/S: I LOVE MYSELF SOOO MUCH....AND I LOVE EVERYBODY TOO...thanks for reading this...:)) have a nice day and beautiful moment with your life!!!love u guys a lot..tata...<3 xoxo, nana @>----